Amber Lynn

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 17:37:59 GMT

Bethany...If you are at work and read this, I need to talk to you...:-)

xxxFallen420: hey whats up
Leach 18 05: uh, not much...who is this?
xxxFallen420: um someone i know u but u dont know me
xxxFallen420: but i need to ask u a serious ???
Leach 18 05: no no wait
Leach 18 05: i want to know who you are first.
xxxFallen420: was chris sipes the smallest dick u have ever did anything with or what
Leach 18 05: who are you?
Leach 18 05: then i'll answer that question.
xxxFallen420: johnny
xxxFallen420: an ex friend of chris;s
xxxFallen420: i was in the yard with him that day u and someone else came up and he turned the truck around
Leach 18 05: yeah well why arent you and him friends anymore because i find this hard to believe
xxxFallen420: well cause he likes to run his mouth and lie and run from me and wont fight me so im takin a pole to find out how many ppl thinks he has a verry verry verry small dick
Leach 18 05: well let me tell you that for one, your young and still don't realize that it has nothing to do with size and no chris isn't small and no matter how much him and i hate each other, i wouldn't spread rumors about him, that isn't me...and if someone has told you that he is small, apparently they haven't had enough experience to know otherwise...average is 6 and he is above average, although this really isn't anyone's business
xxxFallen420: well see the thing chris slept with one of my ex girlfriends friends and in the middle she told him to get the fuck off cause his dick was to small to do e thing with so there for u must be the one with no expierience and if u do have expierience it is cause i drink alot and the guys are to drunk to realize what there doing because if they was sober then i dont think u would have any expieriance unless it was with chris
Leach 18 05: see, there your wrong, but either way, i don't have time to put up with childish games...the whole dick thing, yeah, your immature and you need to grow up, and as for chris sipes, he is my past and thats all he'll EVER be...and why your IMing me trying to start shit is WAYYYY beyond me...
Leach 18 05: i'm 20 years old, i don't play highschool games.
xxxFallen420: well im not in high school
xxxFallen420: im on my way to college
Leach 18 05: yeah good luck on that one, i think you need to grow up a little first, no offence or anything...but ya know, comparing penis sizes is something boys did in seventh grade...chris knows what he's doing when he wants to, and that really isn't any of your business.
Leach 18 05: and i know how chris works, he probably set you up to do this to see if i would bad mouth him, and well i'm not doing it
xxxFallen420: well ash said that it verry small also and i have around 6 7 8 9 maby to or 20 ppl that say he is ur the first that said big
xxxFallen420: and i dont talk to chris im tellin u
xxxFallen420: add csipes is gau
xxxFallen420: no spaces
xxxFallen420: thats me
xxxFallen420: gay*
Leach 18 05: well either way he's average so yeah...but anyhow, chris penis doesn't mean anything to me, so lets just let this conversation lie.
xxxFallen420: i heard he wanted u back
xxxFallen420: has he talked to u lately
Leach 18 05: fuck that..
xxxFallen420: he said that ur the only one that never turned ur back on him
Leach 18 05: whatever.
xxxFallen420: im serious
Leach 18 05: welll good for him
Leach 18 05: brb
xxxFallen420: well i think u should talk to him
Leach 18 05: eh, don't think i want to...he knows how to get ahold of me.
xxxFallen420: ok
xxxFallen420: i was just wondering
Leach 18 05: yeah well if you hate him so much, why are you doing this
xxxFallen420: i dunno
xxxFallen420: if u want him ### its --- --- ----
Leach 18 05: thats nice
Leach 18 05: like i said, he knows how to get ahold of me.
xxxFallen420: well he broke his cell over the summer and had to get a neww one so he might have lost ur ## u should try and get ahold of him
xxxFallen420: he just got off work and prolly be glad to talk to you
Leach 18 05: yeah, okay
xxxFallen420: seriously
Leach 18 05: he can find a way if he wants to talk to me that damn bad, but either way, you like hate him right now...so yeah
xxxFallen420: u dont even know how much he opened up to me about u he really likes u
Leach 18 05: like i give a shit anymore
Leach 18 05: wtf do you want, seriously?
xxxFallen420: i want you to call chris and make him happy so that he wont get mad and beat me up anymore
Leach 18 05: omg i am NOT calling chris
xxxFallen420: please
xxxFallen420: i dont wanna get beat up
Leach 18 05: listen, if he's going to beat you up i'm not going to be able to stop that...chris and i said what needed to be said, and its over and done with...if he wants to talk to me, i'm sure he can find me...both of my home lines are in the phone book and my cell phone is always posted on here...so yeah...
xxxFallen420: i deleted everyone off his list and changed the password his new s/n is ----------
xxxFallen420: u should just talk to him 4 me
Leach 18 05: and as far as that goes, no matter what this is, i can guarentee that he does NOT want to talk to me.
xxxFallen420: i dont wanna get beat up
xxxFallen420: please
Leach 18 05: then you can IM him and give him my fucking screen name
xxxFallen420: :'(
xxxFallen420: im gonna get beat up over this cause u wont take 5 min outta ur time to call him and say 2 words to him
xxxFallen420: like hi bye
Leach 18 05: i'm not doing it, i'm sorry...i told him i'd let him be, thats what he wanted so thats what i'm doing...
Leach 18 05: its not my fault your getting beat up
xxxFallen420: please
xxxFallen420: im beggin u
Leach 18 05: dude, it isn't my fault
xxxFallen420: :'(
xxxFallen420: :'(
xxxFallen420: please
Leach 18 05: and for gods sake i'm sure that the people we graduated with pissed him off more then you
Leach 18 05: and he didn't go on a beating spree
xxxFallen420: did u see that face thats what i look ike
xxxFallen420: :-[
xxxFallen420: thats what ill look like if u dont talk to him
Leach 18 05: oh my god...i'm not IMing him, so yeah forget it...i'm sorry but definately not.
xxxFallen420: but with bruses
Leach 18 05: oh christ
xxxFallen420: please
Leach 18 05: can't do it, sorry
xxxFallen420: please
xxxFallen420: im beggin u
Leach 18 05: wtf, in the beginning of this conversation you said you were beating him up, now he's beating you up? seriously, you need to get your story straight...if this is suppose to be like shits and giggles, the jokes on you because i'm not IMing chris or calling him...
xxxFallen420: please
xxxFallen420: he beat me up onece
xxxFallen420: im not fightin him again
Leach 18 05: oh my god...no...i'm not doing it.
xxxFallen420: he is to strong
Leach 18 05: listen, my final answer is no...he knows how to get ahold of me and whatever, end of conversation.

G double R.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 18:20:11 GMT

Life...Full of ups and downs...

I don't see my friends much anymore, and sometimes I think it pisses everyone off...However, I do still use my phone and call them...

Things with Joshua are great, and I couldn't be happier...He treats me great and I love him, thats all ANYONE needs to know...

I know I'm bullheaded and stubborn, but sometimes it is like no one around me wants me to be happy, but guess what...I AM...

Friend life is still there, but not as much as it used to be...I miss it, however we are all always busy...

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 19:39:16 GMT

Why is it that my Mother just has this way of making me feel like shit?

I'm happy with Josh, why can't she just understand that and let it be. But no, she has to make me feel like shit. It is like I'm not suppose to be happy, or she doesn't want me happy. She asked me today why what he thinks is more important then what she does. Well, maybe because I'm happy and it seems for the past few relationships I've had, I've broken up with them because she makes me miserable, but this one is different. I want to be with Josh, now, forever. Sometimes it just feels like she wakes up in the morning and says "So, Amber is happy today. Let's ruin it and make her cry and feel like shit". Josh is suppose to be here in 30 minutes, and I look like hell because I've been crying for the past hour. I tried to call him and tell him I'd just come up there, because I know he isn't going to be comfortable here, but apparently he had already left. She thinks that just because Madisyn is 5 months old, and he has supervised visitation that he is like, horrible or something and she keeps saying she doesn't understand it. Well, I know exactly why it's that way, I have read ALL the court papers, and like I told her today, it isn't any of her business. So what, he has a past? Who doesn't? We all know that her daughter isn't perfect, and by no means is she perfect either. Like, I just wish she would put trust in me for once that I chose correctly, and with time she'll see that and I realize she wants the best for me, but when she is acting like this it's just going to make me hate her in the end. I just wish that someone would talk to her, reassure her that for once I'm happy and know what I'm doing. I actually have my head on straight and know what I want and where I want to be in life, but apparently that isn't good enough, nothing is good enough.

I love him.

The end...

Ahhh hell..

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 04:11:47 GMT

So it's been awhile since I've updated.

Michael came home on Thursday night, however, it wasn't until Monday night that I got to see him. Things were pretty hectic with work and Christmas.

Christmas was good. Yes, indeed it was. I got my digital camera and my necklace that I wanted. I got other things as well, but they were what I wanted the most.

I've worked constantly. It sucks, but pays bills.

Michael and I spent a great evening together on Monday night. I loved it, and I missed him. I missed him SOOOOO DAMN MUCH! It's hard to believe I went FIVE, yes FIVE weeks without seeing him and god only knows when he gets home this time. Yes, it sucks. But it was well worth it! hehe

I found something on Monday night that should definitely make me not trust him, but for some reason, I think he was telling me the truth even though I got like opinions of 18 other guys haha. But, I don't know, for some reason I believe him and even if he is lying to me, I haven't exactly been perfect either, so that would be okay.

I got to feel Miranda kick for the first time today. I almost pissed my pants. I mean, I've been trying to feel her kick for like 2 months now and today I actually felt it! Bethany and I were sitting in the living room and she said that she was moving around a lot so I was watching and I saw her move too. Bethany said my face was priceless, but it was awesome, infact I almost cried! Then I actually felt her kick. It was definately something I won't forget. Can't wait until she's born, I just hope Bethany and I aren't up to no good when she goes into labor. How bout it BeeJ?

Betsy, Hayden, Jeff and I went to Altoona on Tuesday. We went for wings, and to see Lights On the Lake. It was fun.

Tuesday night I stayed with Bethany, and ended up staying Wednesday as well so that I could go to Altoona with her this morning. We always have interesting trips and this one was just as interesting!

Bethany = Best friend. Love her x's 10!

Found some stuff out from Ash the other day that really pissed me off, but oh well. That person will learn!

Talked to Paul on Monday. We are stealing him on Tuesday, he has NO choice at all:)Fucker BETTER be home!

Well, thats all for now, I'm tired and I need to call Mike...

NIGHT NIGHT!

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 06:26:28 GMT

I'm pissed.

When I'm pissed, I can't sleep.

I don't really know why I'm pissed. I guess a few things added to it, I'm not sure.

I need a vacation. A vacation from life.

I wish Mike was home, but he doesn't come home until tomorrow, and even then I probably won't go see him because I'm stubborn and a bitch.

Why can't I let go of some things? I have not a clue, but I do know that stupid people piss me off to the extreme.

Why do I get myself into things that I can't handle?

Why do I hate everyone that is a picture of my past?

Why am I asking all these STUPID questions?

The end. Good-night.

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 04:33:49 GMT

So Mike and I got into it again tonight. Why? Well because it just isn't going to work between us. He said that he was going to Tennessee over Christmas to see Christopher, but I know he's actually going to see Tiffany. It pisses me off too because I haven't seen him since Thanksgiving. Oh, he also said tonight about how he doesn't want his Christmas gifts and all that shit, so I was like fine. It doesn't matter because him and I will never work anyways. I'm not an alcoholic, and I refuse to date another one. I also do not partake in drugs, and well, god ONLY KNOWS what he does....

End.

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 16:51:41 GMT

Wow..I just got done going through some stuff on my computer..I found a bunch of conversations that Chris and I had way back when..It was kind of weird actually, to read through that stuff and then look at how things ended up..

It was weird that I would find this stuff today too because on Thursday I was going to school and I happened to look in my rearview mirror and Chris was on my ass in the Cavy..I use to enjoy seeing the Cavy follow me, but not Thursday..I don't think he realized who it was either considering that he doesn't know my new vehicle..

I forgot to mention in my last update that on Wednesday Paul came to Bethany's with me for a little bit. It was good to know that things are okay between us, and that was the closure on this summer that I needed..

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 04:24:06 GMT

Since I'm home at a decent time...I might as well do a short update...

Monday - I'm sure Bethany and I did something, I don't really remember what. Dad and I went to Altoona and got new tires for the Jeep...Some weird mexican called me and now won't leave me alone.

Tuesday - Kev didn't come home so I stayed with Bethany...It was DEFINITELY an interesting night...We called Adam, but he was working on the car, so then we called my FAVORITE from the Carbon Township region and eventually talked his punk ass into coming up to Everett to see us! He's sooooo cute, we just can't take it!

It was funny because we weren't sure that he was going to show up, we actually figured he'd stand us up so we ended up calling my Mom to see if he was online and he was, so Bethany and I left for Sheetz while talking to Mom on the phone who was trying to talk to him on AOL, and we went past the BP (where he was to meet us at) and I freaked out because he was walking across the parking lot. Of course, my Mom says "Whats wrong" and I was like "Nevermind he's in fucking Vert!!" and then realized it was my MOM I was talking to...Definitely funny times!

D - "Okay, so you don't think I get dirty and you make fun because when I was in school I wore prep clothes...Do you think I'm gay or what?"

"Oh okay Leach"

Oh how we LOVE it...I can't believe he fell off the ladder though!!!

Wednesday - School, work...Thats about it...

Thursday - School, work, same routine as Wednesday...

Today - No school, WORK, Gram's then home...

Other then Tuesday, my week was rather boring...

Ohhhh ohhhh wait....Mike decided he was going to call me tonight, then yell at me because I was talking to my friends at work after I was off the clock...But yet, its okay for him to go a week without calling me? What the fuck ever...I hope he stays in Virginia and doesn't come home...

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 03:00:30 GMT

Well, it never fails..When I actually find a guy that I like, and I mean really like and get close to, I end up getting hurt. Sometimes I think I should just give up for awhile, but I never was the type of person to just give up.

My first true love is getting married. Bethany and I saw him the other night. He is happy, and I am happy for him. I thought that when the day came for Jeremy to get married, I would be really upset, but I'm not. He's happy, thats all that matters.

Mike...Where do I even begin? Things were so great over Thanksgiving. That all changed though. I haven't talked to him in 3 days, and I left him a message last night telling him I just wanted to see how he was and that I would tell him to call me back but I know that he won't. Yeah, he hasn't called me. I really liked him, and I actually got close to him, like really close to him. In some ways, I was closer to him then I ever was Jason, but yeah, to sum up that story. BOYS SUCK.

Life goes on, and I'm moving on.

Two weeks left of school, then hopefully going to visit my second Daddy at his beach house since Bethany and I got that SPECIAL invite to Virginia!!!! So cited...I wish we could find a way for Bethany to go!

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 16:13:24 GMT

Michael never called me back last night like he was suppose to...I think I'm a little pissed about it...I left him a message at 1 this morning telling me if he didn't want to talk to me, just to tell me...

He isn't coming home for 2 weeks...That pisses me off even more...

Yesterday was weird, definitely weird...First the cow, then CDS, then the "T-Klan" calling us, then Adam coming over with me..

Adam is hott...If I didn't like Mike so much, I think I would definitely have a thing for Adam...

I have to work today...I need money...

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 15:53:37 GMT

Icky. It is an ugly day out today. Makes me sick.

I have to work tonight, Brian Zapola is going down! I have a doctor's appointment Thursday night to get my pills so that Amber can have NO babies, but I can't go because thats right, I have to WORK! This will be like my third week with no pills.

Mike better watch himself! hehe

Speaking of, I went over there last night after work for like 15 minutes. He was tired, so I left. It sucked though because I won't get to see him now until Friday night, if then.

Bobbi Jo and I went to Ressler's Saturday night when I was there, and we were talking about Mike and I told her that I like him and stuff, but don't know where the dating situation will end up. I don't know her well, but from what I know, she probably ran her mouth to him about it. Oh well.

I worked with some of the summer girls this weekend, like Tessa, Donna Jay, Monica and Bernie. Donna makes me laugh, she's great! So do the other girls. It was good to see Monica too. I haven't seen her since graduation!

Well, I need to get my ass to class. Fun fun.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 16:27:51 GMT

Thursday was Thanksgiving, it wasn't bad other then Dustin and I fighting.

I ended up going to Mike's around 6:30 and stayed until a little after one. When I got home, there wasn't even a point in going to bed because I had to be back up at 3:15 to get ready to go shopping since they decided we would leave at 4 instead of 4:45. So yeah, I didn't sleep. I shopped until 1, but I was tired so went home and then rest of the group went to like Target and stuff. I got some pretty nice stuff though, although Mike doesn't like my new PJ's.

Friday night I worked, then went to Mike's afterwards. We hung out at Bobbi Jo's for awhile, then went to the Sundown to get some of my favorite;) but I was too tired, drank one then ended up falling asleep at Bobbi's. We eventually went back over to his place where I fell asleep until 6 in the AM.

At 6, I rolled over and he wasn't in bed, so it freaked me out. He had told me when I got up that morning that he slept in the spare room because I was snoring. HAHA. Oh well, he'll live.

So, last night I worked then went to Mike's because Josh Morgan was there. So, we watched movies and reminiced a little. Josh has a daughter now, she is three months old. She is the cutest thing EVER! I think I got home a little after 4 this morning.

Now I'm going to do an application for the housing service at Allegany, then I'm going to start my psych. paper.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 23:17:28 GMT

Thanksgiving was okay. Dustin pissed me off so I went upstairs and slept for 3 hours this afternoon, plus, I didn't feel good.

Mike came home last night from work:) I was excited, I went up afterwards.

I guess I really haven't updated on that. Things are pretty good between us, I don't know where it's going to end up, but things are definitely good:)

Shopping in the AM...We are leaving at 4:45. It's really going to suck!

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 15:27:00 GMT

I am just now getting home from work......I left work last night at 10 haha.

A lot has happened since I last updated.

Things seem to be pretty good here. Michael and I are on the understanding that we are just friends, and I occasionally go up to see him. But, for the most part, I have been spending my time with Chad.

Chad is Jared's brother. Jared is dating Sara. Yes, Sara Mortimore as in Jason's sister. I use to work with Chad and Jared, up until like last week when they both decided to walk out.

Wednesday night I stayed with them. Chad is a cool kid, not a typical guy which has definetely been proven a plus.

Thursday morning Bethany called me with the results of the baby. She is gonna be having a girl. No baby Joanas for me. Instead it is a Johanas! Haha. Anywho, I left Chad's to go to Bethany's and I wasn't even there 5 minutes and he called asking if I was mad at him since I left. Was not mad, thats for sure!

So Thursday night he wanted me to come over, but by the time I got off work he was already asleep.

Last night they called me when I was walking out the door and asked me to stop down that Chad wanted to talk to me, so I went down and picked Chad up and we went to get gas in my car. He then decided that we should go out, so we went to the Gateway and played pool for awhile, then went to Bedford and came back home. I ended up just staying there because it was one and I didn't feel like driving home.

He is a sweet guy, not quite my type but someone that is definetely fun to hang out with.

I love this song!

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 17:10:28 GMT

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
My baby boy...
Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby

Now everytime
I see you
I pretend
I'm fine
When
I wanna reach out to you
But
I turn and
I walk and
I let it ride

Baby
I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it

So don't forget about us
I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love

So
I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

Oh they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres

That we both can't forget it
How good we used to get it
There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine

No matter what you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret

So don't forget about
And if she's got your head all messed up now
That's the trickery
She'll wanna have like you know how this lovin' used to be
I bet she can't do like me
She'll never be
ME

Baby don't you, don't you forget about us
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us.

-Mariah Carey

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 16:59:43 GMT

It has been an up and down week.

For the most part, Michael and I decided just to be friends. There are a few things that influenced this decision, but the biggest part on my side was something he did, not to mention the drugs and alcohol he likes to consume.

Everyone who knows me, should know by now that I'm very anti drugs. So yeah, that clashed.

I hung out with Sara, Jared and Chad the other day. Yeah, Chad is pretty hott:-)He is kind of a chunkier version of Jared and definitely looks better then Jared since Chad doesnt weigh like 100 pounds dripping wet!

After work last night, I went and saw Ricky. I haven't seen him in ages! Good times there.

I called Kelly yesterday to check up on how court went. God love that girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 17:32:04 GMT

Michael called me at 9 last night. We talked for awhile, then he decided to finish his project and told me he would call me back in a few minutes. Half an hour later, I called him back. We talked for a few more minutes then told me he would call me right back. Yeah, at 11 I called him to tell him that Dad and I were fighting and that I was going to bed. He told me that I should come up, so I did.

I was pissed when I got there because he was at his neighbors, and not at home. When he did come home, we had to go to Ressler's to get cigarettes. Then, when we got back, I layed down and went to bed because he was so messed up that it was like I didn't even exist. He kept asking me if I wanted him to make me something to eat, but I had already ate. He finally layed down and went to sleep, and yeah like every hour he was up and it woke me up because he couldn't walk and kept running into shit!

This morning he got up at 8:30, so when he crawled back in bed I put my arm around him and he fell back asleep so I got up and got ready for school then crawled back in bed at 9. I fell asleep and ended up waking up at 9:45 with just enough time to get to school. So I got up and put my shoes on and he woke up and was like "What are you doing?" and I was like "I'm leaving, I have to go to school." and he was like "Okay, well have a good day" and hugged me. It kind of pissed me off, so I just looked at him and said "Oh, you decide to touch me now...When I'm leaving?" and I left.

I don't agree with the stuff he does. I mean, he didn't do any of it in front of me but I knew as soon as I got there that he was messed up. It pissed me off, I'm not dating another Jason, I refuse.

There is a huge difference though....Mike treats me good, and he isn't like Jason at all (minus the drinking and shit)..Mike is a gentleman, and I like him, but somethings have to change before it goes any further..

On to new news. I am sitting in school. Paul is sitting beside me and he was trying to talk to me and I just ignored him because thats what I'm good at.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 02:26:29 GMT

Life around here is hectic. I sometimes just wish everything would disappear.

Although, I got wonderful news on Sunday night.

Sara called me and told me that one of Jared's friends wanted to meet me. So I was like, thats cool give him my number.

Well, he ended up calling me and we talked for 4 hours.

I went up to his house yesterday after school and stayed there from 2 - 10. Well, I was getting ready to leave and he had a bad earache so I told him I'd take him up to the hospital to see if they could give him something for it and I would just stay there then.

So we went up to the hospital, then ended up coming home. God love him though, Michael was soo sick and he was still enough of a gentleman to open up my doors and close them for me:-)

He seriously is the sweetest thing in my life right now, and last night was great. It is good to not feel pressured and to just be able to lay in bed and watch movies all night.

We never fell asleep until 5 this morning, and I was suppose to be up at 9:45 but his alarm clock didn't go off, so I woke up around 11 and got ready and went to my Gram's, then to school.

Like everyone, there are some things that we don't agree on and there are some things that he does that I don't like, but we'll work around it if it is suppose to be.

Oh, and his pet "Poison Ivy"...Yeah, she is definitely a tarantula. Did I mention that I HATE spiders, let alone big furry ones?! So what does Mike decide to do? Oh yeah, take her out of her cage and put her on the bed with me. Almost shit my pants. He kept saying "Touch her, she won't hurt you" and I just looked at him and said "Mike, if I see a spider the size of a kernal of corn, I tramp on it. Imagine what I would do to her if you put her on me." He laughed, only because he knew I wouldn't do that, and I know he wouldn't put her on me.

He's so sweet, and so........Me.....:)

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 16:46:09 GMT

Your great at your guilt trips. Why I felt bad through all that, I don't know.

Why am I writing this in here instead of telling it to everyone's face?

MAYBE, just MAYBE because your too afraid to call me back because you know I'm slightly pissed off.

That was wrong, no matter what the reason. You could have told me sooner.

Seriously, I don't give a shit what ANYONE says, but if it wasn't for Chuck, I have no clue what I would do sometimes.

Like, the other day when 220 North was closed down on my way from Cumberland, I had to find another way home (I don't know any other ways home). So, I called Jason just because I knew he would know. Well, he gave me the wrong turn and I called him back and I was crying, he definitely screamed at me to stop crying because "he can't deal with me when I cry". So I hung up, and then realized I should have called Chuck in the beginning.

He calmed me down, and got me home. Him and George were going to come looking for me if I didn't get home by 8. They are sweethearts.

Then, last night my Dad, him and I chatted the whole way home (via cell phone because he had to work until 7:30.). So yeah, my Dad seemed pretty cool last night. Who knows.

On a relationship note, I met a guy in my math class...Ooo yeah, he definitely goes to school in Cumberland too, so like Tuesday he walked me to class:-)

And no, for you bitches that like to say shit, he wasn't DRUNK!

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 19:32:17 GMT

I'M PISSED BEYOND BELIEF...

I hate when people wait until the last minute!

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 18:50:59 GMT

So I didn't get the white blazer that I was suppose to get at Stoudnour's....

Why?

BECAUSE I got a 1997 Jeep! Yes, it is hott. It is a 5-speed and is green. Excellent condition, and I got one hell of an offer on it because my Dad's friend owned it.

I should be getting the title switched over this week!

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 18:51:05 GMT

News Flash: For all of you that didn't know, apparently the word out on the street is that I'm a whore. Yay for me, atleast I have a title!

*Bethany, we really need to talk...Oh do I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Haha

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 12:57:17 GMT

I'm back home. It has been a month, and yeah, I missed being here at times.

Last night, Deann, Liz, Jenn, Nancy and I went to Perkins. Yeah, definitely came home at 2 this morning. It was awesome.

Oh wow, if you guys ONLY knew.

This weekend was great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 18:35:01 GMT

It's weird how when you go to college, everything changes (well duh, but you know).

I sometimes miss the girls, and I wonder if they think about me as much as I think about them.

I mean, I have my new friends now, but I still miss Trish and Kris like you wouldn't believe.

I've thought about calling them, but the last time I did, I felt like I was being a burden, so I haven't called since.

Quickie.

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 17:37:08 GMT

It has been pretty much chaos here!

I haven't been home in like 4 days (other then to sleep).

Wednesday night I stayed with Bethany and Kev. Yeah, that was definately an interesting 24 hours. The phone calls never cease to amaze me. AND some people need to get over it and realize that we don't want bothered by them anymore.

She is starting to show more, its cute! I can't wait for baby Brown to arrive! Haha!

Other then that, nothing is really new. I go to school, go to work, come home and sleep. It's kind of stressful, but I need to do it. I have to get some bills paid off.

After the eventful evening with Betsy, Cass and Stef, I have been getting weird phone calls from some guy telling me he is a Chip and Dale's stripper. I wonder how many teeth he is missing, because I'm sure he'll never make it to be a Chip and Dale's!

I need to get ready for work now. Yeah, and what Jack always said was true...."Welcome to the real world girls..."